Salt wound routine.

BANG. Just got hit right in the middle of my forehead by the car's door. Damn gay please. Now there's a mild bump. Looked like a horn is just about to burst out of my head. Lol. Kay, kidding. But it was really stupid lar. The door's reflex was too good, I opened it, while closing my umbrella, it came charging right towards my forehead. Collision, is REALLY an ugly sound. :/ Damn. And yes it was raining. Just in case you're wondering, I went to eat lunch with mum and dad awhile ago outside duh.

Yup, no school for me today, but I'm doing some really hardcore mugging. Urgg. So please don't distract me. Next week's revision week. And the following week would be mid-semestral tests. And oh wthhhh, I've got FOUR PAPERS): Sighhhh. Stupid semester's going way too fast. Come to think of it, I haven't been quite a diligent student in keeping up my studies. Blame my mind for wandering off. It got terribly lost somewhere, and it is waiting to get picked up. Like as if I know where it went. It ran away.

(I am, physically drained, mentally distressed and gravely emotionally wrecked.)

Excuses.

Hmm, my mind justed switched off abruptly, which leaves me nothing more to say. So I guess it's back to writing notes and reading slides off OLE and VBUS (barf.) Wish me luck! I've got 2 test tomorrow and another on Saturday. So, pooofs! And disappear(: OOOO. There's Colour class tomorrow(((: BEAMS.

Bury all the memories, burnt to ash.

School was loads of fun : D We had a mini fashion runway today during FM class.


This is my group's model : D Pretty in EIGHT fabrics. So proud of ourselves. And yes, Jacq is HOT : D
The other 3 models.
Caris and Xiaolin; Fake PizzaHut outfit. HAWHAW : D
This is not bad too : D Stephy and Jianhai!
Oooo, Xiaowei and Xiaoqing! : D
And..
this..
spells...F U N.
Fitting rooms are really nice to mess with, especially when there's 3 of us. We could be the best fitting room assistants too, at your services : D Right, nonsense. LOL, all twinlove's fault. LOL! F U U U U R R R NNNNN. But we got scolded by Mr. Hoho for opening a 'fishball party' at 1st Ave. LOL. WOOPS. Sorrrray. I won't do it again, but no promises. :X Lol. Skipped band with Olivia to catch Sadao Watanabe's jazz concert at the Esplanade. It was awesome! Thanks Nicky. Though I was desprately trying to stay away for some drowsy pieces. LOL. But he's really an inspiring saxophonist. And the percussionists and drummer are POWER-PACKED, WHACKING, RYTHMIC BEASTS. They whack their instruments, not stroke. O.O Watanabe himself, produces such heavenly music. His tone, precision and clarity is really. WOAH(: Old man with lots of saxing experiences. The moment we heard him played, for a second it sounded like a CD recording, please. BUT IT'S LIVE! In your FACE, LIKE, TOTALLY! AHAHAHA. TSKTSKTSK!! Overall, it was really a wonderful experience. I would like to watch it again if I have the chance.. Which I doubt so. LOL. And I have to watch it when I'm not that tired. To prevent myself from dozing off! : S



: D A pathetic shot though.
My handphone camera SUCKS.
OOOKAY. Wrap things up........
It's starting to really take me on. I really really really wished you never happened in my life. You practically sucked the soul out of me. My life ebbs away each day I wake up..... Everyday I wake up, I die a little. I feel sooooooooo utterly bitter. And I know why, but I can't help it. Oh tell me why this is so hard... I really like running away. Don't I? Smother by all these killer thoughts..
I just had to disappear from the world..
Oh just shut me up, please.

My head is spinning so fast, so dizzy.
My heart's churning, my heart's burning.
My soul is tattered, so empty.
Why that face is tearing holes in me,
Stealing the only air I breathe, why don't you let me live?
All that pain, just gorge it out.
Dripping blood from that cold ashen heart.
This wait wasn't worth, why do you have to stay still.
Insanity driven in your blood.
Stupidity is what you are
Oh my beautiful mind, my delirious soul.
Doused in your poison, those bitter drugs.
Hanging from a lonely rope, and the blackest tears you cry,
All goes down and into, smothering your throat.
I hear you now, but can't make a sound.
Tipping toes, only inches away.
Close your eyes, just let go.
Don't you worry.
'Cause death's going to be at the bottom, catching you when you fall.
Embrace the angels.

Shut up. Good night.

It's good to run away.

Forever(:
Hey, the day wasn't that bad at all. It was really good. Thanks too all my bbms : D Kbox, shopping and Sushi Teh : D Nicky joined us for Sushi Teh! : D Hmmm, the Sushi Teh in Raffles City is really nice. The ambience and atmosphere were real pretty. Yeah, it would be great to celebrate someone's birthday there. Lol. The food is good too : D Must try the red bean and vanilla ice-cream waffle thingy. MMM. With Eden around, Kbox is NEVER peaceful I swear. ZZZ. Feel like throwing the mike at his face lar! $#^$##%. Lol. Yay, Jol's got a lovely Red now. : ) Thanks for today : D Thanks for listening, and being by my side when I need all of you : ) I appreciate it. : D Yile, Olivia, Seehua and Qinghui : D My GIRLS/BBMS : D


And I really need to learn to be complacent with everything I have, that includes my friends : ) So I could be this happy everyday. (BEAMS)

Lovely Red.

there's dry blood on your wrist..

I am still wondering over the reasons why I'm here so early. Not a norm? Eh? Shouldn't I be at momo playground at this hour? Whatever the reasons are, I'm running away from the world. I went to hide (: So you'd never have to find me. I chucked the day away. School, drag, band, drag.. Everything's such a drag. If it won't disappear, then I'll make myself disappear. I lost myself (: I lost myself to everything. Why bother..? Can't I be complacent with whatever I have? And stop reliving mistakes. Regrets after regrets, that's the price I have to pay. It's time to forget about the past. To wash away what happened last, hide behind an empty face. Don't have too much to say, 'cause this is just a game. Everyone who's lookin' at me. I'm running around in circles, angry. Acquired desperation's building high. I've got to remember this is just a game..

Why can't I..

Let it happen.

Collision is such an ugly sound.

POS training on tuesday was terribly dry and by the 2nd half, I'm alr lost in my own fantasy. LOL. Like a major dream scene I swear. Nvm. Comm skills make up lesson, we screwed it up so bad. It sucked so bad. Went to town after school with twinlove and Joel, and I got my new handphone! WOOPEE. And Joel, you're really a nice : D What's more? We're all the same, funny and oh-so-bitchyyy: ) My eye-lolly is the sweetest thannnnnggg. DANGS : D Okay. Pops bubble.

Twit talk.
Me wna goes to the Topmannn sshop lars.
Me wants to get the pretty scarfs for Topmannnn larrss.

Okay I really wna go Topman. Yay.

Met Edenpoooopoooo today : D Past him my bloody heavy marketing textbook and we had lunch at Swensens' : D Thanks so much for paying half of my meal : D So sweeet of you! Lol. Yay and kbox on Saturday :D Woooopeee, let's go Topman and cut hair together! Remember to remind me! : ) Oh yeah, I've got another thing on mind to purchase. An oven : D And in loong run, a Bravia Plasma tele! WOOHOO. Fucking dream on Jolene. It's okay, wait for me dearest pretty tele : D Rot at home and dragged myself to school to accompany Seehua, Qinghui and Olivia. Drats. I should have stayed home. Sorry if I scared you guys when I banged the LT door while watching the band video. It wasn't an intention, I was just damn restless. Sorryyy. I'm okay really : ) After that long wait for the dreaded video to end, Qinghui went home so Seehua and I accompanied Olivia for dinner. Had longgg talks at the emo playground. Long time since we went there huh? I need to someone to tell me how stupid I am. Knock some sense into me please? Like why the heck should I bother. Right. How could I let it get me? Sometimes my heart deceives my mind. Me and my deceitful heart. Need stronger meds, maybe.

Oh sky please fall down. : )

Break all my thoughts to the floor.

Hello. I really broke my thoughts. Shit lar, got so much to say but they suddenly disappeared. What a time to black out. Ass. SHIT LAR. Nvm, I'm going to bed soon anyway. Have to go to school at 9AM for POS training. : D I'm so responsible(whistles). Haha. Any woopee, I can finally get my bronze W910i. : D Fareast after schoool : D Got make up lesson for comm skills too. So gross. Anything to do with that subject just disgust me. Sigh.

Today was rather mundane. Spent my afternoon negotiating over the phone about my new phone : D Thanks my twin love for accompanying in school and out the whole day : D you are love! And most importantly... we are qualified bitches for now, you get what I mean. : D Band was not that bad. Sight reading Christmas pieces : D Kinda dry, but yeah, Christmas is coming : D I can't wait! Yipeee! Dinner and back home. Yawns. Time to hit the sack yeah? Nights. Ohhh another draggy Tuesday.

Killing every inch in me.
Who knows what happens next, come what may.

I can't sleep..

..... Okay I know I'm suppose to be in bed. But hmmm. Nevermind! Skipping lecture what. Lol. Tell you guys something random, my lappy is back to working condition!! :D After dying on us for 3 damn years. Made me suffer for so long, then it decided to work for us :D So I guess Mummy won't have to get us a new laptop for the time being : ) Please don't die on me yet. : S Come to think of it, the laptop is damn freaking laggy can. Aftermath of dying 3 years, technology really changes at such rapid speed man. Hmmm... So damn bored. I found reall random stuff on my lappy. Photographs when I was in Secondary 3 or 4 : D Can't remember lah. 3 damned years.


Hello baby Bobby dearrr (: Just 3 months old! So sweet huh.
Hahaha, dressing our gay puppy. He's at least more than 1/2 a year old.
HIMB(: When I was in Secondary uhhh, 3? Yeah around the end of the year.
My Saxophone section : D
Kayyyyy, now you know why I always lose my image? :S
My BESTEST band mate in HIMB(: Yvonne. We're in our hotel in KL!
KL exhange trip! Try spotting me!
If you notcied, my face is STANDARDIZED in all photographs. I pout more than I smile. haha.
Sorry to show this to the whole world. LOL, while I was 14 and you were 15.Olivia and Moi :D
Secondary Four??? I just got my spectacles! :DThe year our laptop died.
TWIT.My skinniest period. : S In the midst of secondary 3.Okay.... NOT very skinny after all, looks more disturbing, isn't it? LOL!!I overgrew after O Levels. Hmmmm):
Think I only look normal now? LOL. Do I?

Some shit ass wants to pick up a fight with me at this hour. GET OUT OF MY LIFE. Damn it. I've been trying to put you off this 5 years, can't you simply understand what's GO AWAY. If you wna talk don't you effing pick a fight with me again. I'm SO SICK AND TIRED OF YOU.

Now I'm really tired. Good night : D

so gross lah.

YES. I finally finished my oh-so-effing gross Comm Skills SHIT : D YESSSS!!!! Hallelujah. Who sits in a corner for weeks going through so many problems just to write a resume, a cover letter and prepare yourself for an interview?! Stupid PBL. Go to hell. Comm skills sucks!! ) : And and there is another report dued this coming week. GROSSGROSSGROSS. School's getting more disgusting each day. Reports and all. We weren't even spared for tutorials. Still have to prepare presentations. GROSSGROSSGROSS. Tomorrow is another gross day T_T Have to go down to get fabrics. Hmmm ) : Anyway, it's project fieldwork this week! No tutorials on Monday and Tuesday : D And I decided to skip lecture tomorrow. So I'm going school later to print and submit my Comm Skills shit. Yuck. DAMN GROSSED OUT LAH. ) : Sigh. Dreadddds schoooooolllll eeevvvveeerryyyydaaayy. DRAGDRAGDRAGGGG. Sigh. Forget school.

I met girlfriend today! : D Missed you sooooo bad! Wooohooo. Meet me again sooon : D Paint nails and eat toblerones again : D Arg, I'm all alone at home again. Looking forward for my brothers to book out and we'll disturb each other again : D YAY. LOL. I WANT MY NEW HANDPHONE LAH!!! I'm going to get it tomorrow! Woooohoooo. My W910i : DD Hopefully my brother can exchange the red one for the super cool copper brown and gold edition! : DDDD PLS PLS PLS. I don't wna have the same phone as JACQ! BOO. I wanted that phone first! ): HAHA Nvm, wth la, Jacq is in Taiwan now. We're having school yet she is out of Singapore. Lol. YOU OWE ME MY TAIYANG BING!!! : D Muahaha. Okayyyys. Ciaos. Hope tomorrow would be good. Rain rain go away. ( : Nice horredous scary weather today, isn't it? Today's thunderstorm scared the shit out of me. Hope it's windy and not so humid tomorrow! Nights. I seem to be blabbering a lot today. TSK.

I'm really so tired.

Oh man, really so tired and I wished I could go to bed now. But I can't. I have to fret over my schoolwork. My eyes really hurt so bad, like sore, but not red. Ouch. And a runny nose. Really tired. Tired tired tired.....

Had a long day in school today. For both gay-iest subjects. It was really a draggggggggg man. And yay, went to food expo with my bbms(: Carpet rolling and cam whoring sessions at T3(:

I love the airport(: And I love Popeyes'.
Thanks Lovelies! I enjoyed myself really much. Dear orneh, my photographs okay. I love my handsome face so bad. Heh. I'll update more about my trip to Food Expo and T3 sooooon. So CUI now. :/ Hooooooo... Back to work now and I have to rewrite my dumbass resume. Cries out loud. So damn frustrated with schoolwork and all the researches I have to do. ): Break, I need a break. Anyway, please support YILE(:
By sms-ing: tnpsfma 10 (your nric) (your name) to 77877
Each sms cost only 20cents(: Don't scrimp on this 20cents la. Lol.
She is competing in this food competition at the Food Expo! (: Closing date for smses is on the 18th, 10pm. HURRAY SMS OKAY(: IF YOU'RE FROM TPBAND, YOU BETTER SMS! Show some love for our darling Yile!! (: Thankssss. Nights!


I didn't call back.
Someone else did.
You left me staring into nothing for awhile.
Whatever. Since you're never calling back now.
I almost forgotten you existed in my phonebook.
Why should I bother, ASK ME.

keep me from running back to you.

Beams :D Jols had just finished brushing her teeth. The taste of lime mint darlie toothpaste just makes me smileee. I love the taste in my mouth :D I really look forward to brush my teeth in the morning and night. LOL. Random. K before I go back doing my fucking resume and FILA chart shit, just let me rant some more? Lol.

Today's super uber random. While strolling to the bus stop this morning, I didn't notice anything peculiar until I walked past this truck with it's storage compartment door left ajar. I happened to glanced into it and VIOLA, guess what I saw. Nothing. But a coffin. Right in the middle of the storage compartment. HOLY COW, OH MY MAMA. Pretened I didn't see anything and whistled away... LOL! How lucky. Pfft.

Surprise sms from someone(: Lol, it kinda made my morning. Yea. HEHE... Kayy. My day's super random I know. So went to school and discuss about the store and everything. Met this little meimei supplier. I think she thinks that twinlove was going to eat her up. I wished twinlove did! Booo. Undecisive. Uncertain. Unfamiliar. Very bad. But their stocks were really pretty. Lunchers at our dearest biz park, long time since we ate there... AND I SAW MR ROCHE!!! BAHHHHHHH!!! COME BACK!! ): Sigh. Thank God I manage to save myself from trouble. LOL. If not tmr I'll live through a living-hellish lesson. ZZZ. Sigh. And another project meeting. (VOMITS) But overall it was fun ya. CX's damnnnn funnyshit. Lucky he decided to join our pathetic group. You're our saviour! HUURAYYS(:

Co & Co. BORING. Can't believe we're still doing grid-drawing. Teacher made me excited by saying we're doing colouring next week. It died off when he said we're doing a COLOUR WHEEL! (VOMITS AGAIN) Sobbbs... I've faced enough colour wheels last semester and bloodyhell did up a effing HUGE UMBRELLA SIZED one. T_T SPARE MEEE. SCHOOL'S SUCH A DRAGGGG. Whines~~~~ ): It's so true to think that I don't even have anymore energy to cry. Drained. Mentally, physically and emotionally. Zzzz. I need another get away. BOOHOO. Well, had dinner with Poldars and I decided to walk myself to momo playground alone. I like walking at night. I love walking at night. And I enjoy walking at night. Momoness. Makes me think. Keep me from running back to you. I had to run away. And all I ever tried to do was making you be my escape.

I'm seriously suffering from escapism. Save me.
Break all my thoughts, back to work. Sigh.

ZZZ.

Gay. Feeling utterlyyyy gay. I'm so dreading tomorrow hellujah. The thought of it is so damn gross already. Meetings, suppliers, projects, tutorials, assignments. AHHHHHHHHH. School sucks. I need to do something about my grades. WHY DID I ENDED MYSELF IN BUSINESS SCHOOL IN THE FIRST PLACE? Sigh. So pointless, pointless, pointless.... It's almost 2 years alr, I'm still regretting. SIGH... I miss 4intergrity. So bad. ): I wna see my candy and girlfriend sooooo badly. )): Jolene doesn't wna feel momo anymore )): Can't help. Our hearts they beat and break..

Anyway the reason why I came here to blog is to really really really wna get everything else of my head and get along with tomorrow. Pray that I'll survive it. Co&Co is so boring....... Wished I died in my sleep. Why must a wake up you'd asked me..


bf.

he likes it. lol.

Downtown.

Hello. I'm away away away from home. At downtown east, yo(: and I miss my bed really much.
I'm so high on laughters and poldar pills. It's crazy.
Games are always sick with all that forfeits. Gross.
And twin love, thank me. I'm the saviour of your BBQ. I started fire. HOOGASHAGA. : d
I'm going back real soon to get reallllllyyyy bad ass shitly high.
Some eye candies before I disappear.




Uno Stacko. Relieving a childhood game : D

This is sick. Butter biscuit and Oolong Tea. If you wna be bulimic, TELL ME.



Pits on fire. : D


BYE : D Twister now. HAHAHA. GAY.

Damn you!

Today's a damn depressing day. Felt like I could die today. Don't ask me why either. I think my A&P can just go and die. I WANT MR. ROCHE BACK. Don't go honeymoon alr la! COME BACK AND TEACH!!! ) : My Marketing is alr so bad, how could you leaveeeeee. SIGH. And thanks to my stupid tutor, she made me look like a fool infront of everyone. I FEEL SO DEMORALIZED. Yes, I FEEL SO STUPID! Sigh. Nvm. And I got DISSED by someone in class for no rhyme or reason. THAT two really spoilt my day. Why do you have to spoil my beautiful day today? Damn you. Damn you. DAMN YOU! ARG.

So after 4 I dragged myself to the band room and waited for my babes. Stoning w my PSP in hand, I feel so stupid. Playing the PSP makes me utterly STUPID. Band practice was fine. I think I made Olivia really stupid too, I think she's starting to become like me. Of all people to be. HAHA. Olivia's as stupid as me! YAY(: I love you still, Ngoi dear. Though it won't be able to change the fact that I just called you stupid. HAHA.

I liked today after band practice. We found a new hangout! Thanks to the rain, we had to take shelter, but we found a new place to hang around after band. I think it's much more comfortable to rest slack and talk there. The briidge is mine to lie down next time we drop by! Lol, and Randy would be a happier kid 'cause he can tap onto people's WiFi there. Muahahah. The rain wasn't much of a pain actually. In fact in was really nice to have the wind blowing in, it was really nice to just lay there doing nonsense. Yeah. I missed Isaac. BOO ): You are so badly missed by us. I missed your crappings! Come back soooon. Sigh. Desmond, CUT YOUR HAIR. Lol. How can you even see through your bangs, moreover, your eyes are like this (-__________,-) small. And yeeees, you look exactly just like that. Qinghui's really so sweeeeet, she walked yanie back to the bus stop, braving the rain. AWWW. Ain't she just lovely. (: (HINTS HINTS) HAHA. Soon after it was past midnight so we ran along home. All of us walking the November Rain.. eating dried mango. LOL So anti-climax. Yeah.. Singing and dancing in the drizzle... Wonder how many sessions do I have left with all my dearest bandmates.... Time's flying so fast.. It won't stop...

But will it ever make me let everything go...? From where it begin till it ends.
All this agony killing every inch in me.
Why should I bother when all you ever do was look away.

I really hate to think now.
Pray. Tomorrow will be a thousand times better, I'll make it.
BOOZE and BBQ (: I want me P.E. Teeshirt pjs party, now!

I've got sunshineeee~

When the flowers gazed at you, they're not the only ones who cry when they see you.

Time Check: 2:48PM
Waiting for Olivia Tan Cheng Chuan to come over to my place and stone. Lol. Have really no idea what we're gna do, but yeah we're just bored. Happy Deepavali! It's a holiday today. And I'm home too, thank God. LOL. Don't wna be out there squeezing with the crowds.

Actually my holiday started yesterday, 'cause yeah I have no lessons. Lol. We call it off-days from school. Ya, so yesterday was my off. Lame, kay ya. Spent some time with Eden, Yile, Seehua and Qinghui. (: Went to eat Sakae with Eden first and waited for the rest. We caught Game Plan at TM. It's a really gooooood movie. My ratings for this movie would be 4 or 5 stars! Hahaha, happy movies are a plus point. Dinner somewhere near Yile's place and yeah. Spent my night playing the PSP with Eerik and disturbing Jayjay's sleep. Muahaha.

Time Check: 7.33PM
Finished watching Windstruck and My Sassy Girl. Stone. LOL. For like 4 hours. Yeah. Thing the saddest thing to happen to anyone is death. K so damn random. It's dinner time. 3.4% more! YAY!

Poke the tutor.

Hey all, today's a better day already (: And I can just forget all of yesterdays.

Thanks boobies for the morning messages and calls just to drag me outta bed at freaking 7AM in the morning to go for the one and only dumbass 9AM lecture on a dreaded Tuesday. The rain didn't stopped boobies and ballies from going to school too. Yes we braved the rain! Hahaha. Boobies made my dayyy(: Thanks boobies all these while, thanks poldars, and thanks everybody else for reminding me who I really am. Of course, I'm your laughballs. yo! Lol. I must only and not be a emowreck from today onwards.

Highlight of the day, well not that I wanted to highlight my stupidity and of course my tutor's stupidity X: He really tarnish my oh-so-innocent image. Pfft. HAHA. For the entire morning, my bleady tutor has been aiming and shooting and teasing and nagging and tuanting and laughing at me. Ya, Mr. Ho is so god damn bloody NICE. RIGHT. Lol. Boobies and me did like the stupidest thing today. We happened to chance upon him in Cheers while getting some daily dosages. Boobies and me quickly sneaked behind him and guess what, Boobies went behind him and YELL! HAHAHA, then I popped out and YELL at him. HAHAHAHA! Should have seen the look on his face. LOL! The stupidest thing was, he saw us alr, he ji tao BO HUE us la. HAHAHA!! Then we go pay money... I was like "MRR HOOOOOOO.....~~~" He ji tao IGNORE ME LA!! HAHAHA! Then the next moment, he told the whole lecture class what we did to him this morning. LOL. Then he said "This morning, just don't wna mention got these 2 monkeys came up behind and scare me. I ignored them 'cause I don't wna let others know they are my RMT students." HAHAHAHAHHA. Laugh till I really wna roll off the chair. Boobies and me seriously BWG man.. So ya, the entire lecture I was being tuanted and disturbed. Accused me of thinking dirty, how I don't behave like a normal Year 2 student and lots more. It's a long list, trust me. HAHAHA. But seriously was freaking hilarious man. Hahah, and the moment I told him his programme was aired on RSI already, he was so freaking happyshit, really like some little kiddo. LOL! TUANT YOU. HAHAHA. OOI Mr. Ho I'm damn nice already okay, I WENT FOR YOUR ONE AND ONLY LECTURE TODAY, MY ONLY LESSON. Praise me(: HAHAHA. I think I shall not appear next Tuesday. Now the whole RMT will seriously think I'm really insane. I'm sane, trust meeee.

Lol, okay. Actually I'm back home since 12PM? Ya like right after lecture, 'cause most of the friends were having lessons. Pffft. So yeahhhh. I'm going for lunch opposite my home with my mom, yeah my mom later. Lol. Off to meet our suppliers at 6PM. Trading period. BARFS. SAVE ME x.x January don't come so sooooon. I'm hooked on to Bomberman. Random. OKAY. CIAO. BE BACK LATER.

I'm allllll smi)es. :d

miss songwriter's goddamn emo

I think my day sucked so bad. I need booze. I don't wna stay sober anymore. I just need my booze.. )`: Why did I let it get to me again....

I'm so god damn wrecked beyond the emo wreck.....

I wrote.. and I wrote........ Just to drown all my thoughts...

Drugs;
Learnt to built her defense wall up high
No matter how hard she tried
Tore her walls down just to let you in
Took for granted, and everything got lost..

Trying to run away from this bottomless pit
Following her every step, backing up she falls back
Bruised she coated her canvas in crimson blood
Death whispers like a deadly sin
So overwhelming, they deafen her ears..
She could die now, she don't care how
Only if everything could come to halt now..

Singing at the top, she burst her lungs
So you could listen this last love smyphony's tune written for you
Hearing every sound ear in and out
Hear them reveberate in your only soul

All these carved memories deep inside her heart
Only to keep you here
Couldn't stay, you had to go
Bottles and overdose, you're her bitter drug
A morbid addiction so hard to kill

In her time, she wants to tear you apart
All she needed now is that lethal shot
And stop her clock
Good night you, her sweetest love of all......

Popped the pills.

Avec L' Expression: The Journey Begins

Was a memorable yet upsetting night ever. It took my emotions on a roller-coaster ride, feeling so overjoyed, loved and mmm, being cry-baby. Hahaha. Yeah, I cried damn it, 'cause some of us are leaving the band. I'm still contemplating, no promises. First concert Hanna left me, now, the second concert, Eden left. Both are my closest and first ever bandmates ever since I stepped into TPband. Now both of them won't be there to make music w me. Sigh. All of you will be missed. I missed all the fun we had when we were still as naive as Year 1s.

Anyway, congratulations TPband(: We had a successful, full-housed concert!
Sure was a fun night!
Time always passes so fast when everyone's having fun!
Well done to all the soloist and well done to all of us! (:

Thanks to the wonderful audience who made the concert a successful one, especially all my friends who came down to show me some support.
I REALLY REALLY APPRECIATE IT.
Thank you TWIN LOVE, JACQ, BOOBIES, SU-LOVE, SHILE, MICHELLE, LIPING, ROY, KANNAN MY 3/4 BF AND DARLING MINXING(:
Thanks for the bouquet of lovely red, orange and yellow daisies! (: They were the loveliest, I swear! (:
Thanks boyfriend for the Secret Recipe Custard & Chocolate CAKE! It tasted heavenly!
Thanks Minxing for the necklace! Really sweet of you!
Thanks Matthew for the pink rose!
And thanks everyone for carving such a wonderful memory in me(:

Spent my night over at Tampines to Bedok wandering like a restless ghost 'cause all of us were high. Well, not really. Lol, we're prolly busy eating and chatting up. You know we hardly get these sorta days 'cause we're so caught up with school and all. Yup. And yes,
I am the SURVIVOR(:
I stayed up till 6AM. By the time I went to bed it was 7AM, and hello morning. HAHA. Now for the long awaited part, PICTURES(: Ciao.

Before our concert commenced;


During the interval;


Backstage craze;


Before we bid farewell;



Many loves for you guys.
TPCB Saxophone Section(:

XOXO, Jolene.

M. S,
I don't care if you don't know what to say, but you're an utter disappointment.
You're a mistake.
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